Yeah...good point. I need Faddy to post more to see if they're being serious or not....Their tone feels more serious than other's reactions. It's something to make a mental note of.More interested in how Faddy's reading it, really.
Agreed, I think that's a good take.You're so much better at this than me....lol. I'm hoping this game, especially paired with you, helps me notice the little things. I'm not sure what conclusions to draw from them, but at least noticing them will go a long way, because you're right about Hawthorn and Jman.
One takeaway from my short time with Jman in our Vergil/Dante chat----he was definitely a very paranoid town player. If that paranoia doesn't crop up Day 1 with these jokey/serious claims all over the place then I'm going to be suspicious.
Niiice. Never played Dungeons and Dragons. Closest I've gotten is Neverwinter Nights and Divinity Original Sin 2. Is it a game on Steam or do you all just stream?oh, I'm playing D&D tonight with Chuggs (normally Sneeks too) so I'm out for a few hours
how are you feeling about anyone so far?
did you see the planets?
Strongly agreed, and lines up with your point earlier. Consider Faddy officially on my suspicious list.Also Faddy rushed to vote, noted.
lol......This got me for some reason.Did it occur to you that maybe I'm trying to see how jman reacts to my posts about him?
It's not about meta.
It's not actually some grand read.
It's me trying to get jman to react so I can read him.
But no, cool, shit in it.
i was so irritated ahhhhhhlol......This got me for some reason.
Why them
how about all y'all let jman talk to me before you start pressing me on my thoughts
you + everyone else who brought it up
Sorian what character are you?I
Dr.Monkey is giving me some weird vibes Her bait was so low quality I am almost insulted.
Yeah I’m actually with Jman here. This feels performative
Absolutely agreed. Keep in mind also that you're kickass at town, and scum knows it. If they can find a crack in the armor, they might go for it. Hell, they might get even overstep and get bold if they sense blood in the water. How great would it be to lunch Dr. Monkey instead of having to use a NK there? The more I read Chuggs, the more I think he was trying to hammer at that tiny crack. If Chuggs is town though.....I honestly don't understand what they're seeing and what they're up to.Hmm. I'll reread and see if I see the frustration. It looked to me like someone trying to make something out of basically nothing.
I really don't understand why everyone is so wrapped up in my attempt to get jman to react. Like it probably wasn't my finest play or anything but am I wrong that jman is reactive???
I don't know if I would call a player subdued who was modkilled then brought back by the merciful God Geno....... But I won't bring that up!Jman was definitely known for this reactions and gambits but I will say his last couple of town games (and granted in HvV he subbed in and had to catch up) he's definitely been more subdued. I personally kept waiting for a gambit or aggressive move or something but he just played fairly "standard". Now I don't know if this has been a conscious play style tweak or other explanations but based on recent play I would just be careful in expectations from him.
I really like ATP sometimes.Congrats man you sound like a really good scum player and monkeys words haven't got to you at all.
ATP is talking sense. I hope he's not pocketing but I got town vibes off Ambulance, but it's early.
Sorian is on the sidelines commenting. Unsure how I feel about it.
jman is mad while saying he's not mad.
I had to go digging to find last time Chuggs was scum. Looks to be Nier Gestalt game, which I wasn't a part of. If I get a chance here, I'll go poke through that game to see their posting style.A little today. We will see.
How much does Chuggs post as scum? He was mad so that fired him to post more but that was a lot.
that's true. that's comforting. you make a very good point.With this pressure, we should be stressed, but I'm actually feeling pretty good....Normally, D1 is full of BS and shenanigans, which makes it easy for scum to vote wherever the hell and play it off as, "I dunno! It's day 1!" There are some lines being drawn in this game though, and it isn't going to be as easy for scum to bullshit their way through some of the hard stances they've taken against us if/when we flip.
ugh I feel like I'm just dragging you down
this is so dumb, it's SO DUMB and I hate this, every time, a third of the game gets hung up on some constructed idea that I MUST be scum and we do this and I hate it, I'm SO TIRED OF IT.
We're good. We're good! Remember also what I said last night----you are one of the best mafia players in the community. Scum knows that. They're afraid of you always. Hell, even in the Heroes Vs Villains game that you WEREN'T in I was thinking, "Lord, Dr. Monkey would be calling out some of this bullshit and would have solved me days ago." Therefore, scum is going to do what they can to frustrate you, and if they can, lunch you early. Don't give them the satisfaction!I just can't. I read like five posts and I'm just immediately mad.
I don't want to mess you up. We have a cool role and I want to use it and I want to solve. Are you okay with me taking a couple of hours to try to chill out or would you rather I replace out? I've never replaced out. I'd feel doubly bad doing it in a pair game.
I swear AllThingsPurple and I have mind-melded or something....I actually feel a bunch of people jumping on monkey looks really opportunistic. Every game I've played with monkey the meta has been, town monkey is a real threat to scum. Everyone jumping on her like this screams scum sensing an opportunity to get rid of a strong town player to me.
I super hope he's not pocketing us lol.I swear AllThingsPurple and I have mind-melded or something....
This might be awful, but I'm fine with a pocket right now only because mentally right now it makes me feel better having another ally. lol.I super hope he's not pocketing us lol.
Oh lord. New meds + politics sounds like a bad combination. Actually, anything + politics sounds like a bad combination for mental health. Are the new meds at least helping, or too early to tell?You're right. You're right. Thank you. And they KNOW they can get me mad. That's why I can't see all this as town. Someone mafia is in there pushing it because they know I'm going to get irritated and flip out and it will distract people. It's way too easy to push my buttons.
Okay. I'll take a breather. Have some lunch with the kids. I wonder if my medication is impacting this. It's my first mafia game since starting ADHD meds. I haven't really had anything but politics to piss me off since I started taking them so I wonder if it's making me more reactive. I should factor that in as a possibility.
thank you for being a good friend and good boat partner. I will try to step up.
That's big true. And I think if Ambulance is scum, I will know. Oh! That reminds me, there were some things in my readlist I was going to discuss with you.This might be awful, but I'm fine with a pocket right now only because mentally right now it makes me feel better having another ally. lol.
They are helping, I think. I graded all my end of term work early and without running off for distraction every five minutes, at least. I just... sat and got it done. Which has never happened in my life. Now I'm gonna take a few minutes to work on building abstracts for the book proposal I and some colleagues are putting together. That'll be a good boring test, ha. But they do make me a little sick. That's the big thing I'm trying to deal with. Doc said it could take up to a month for things to settle and then we'll see. I see her on the 30th to assess!Oh lord. New meds + politics sounds like a bad combination. Actually, anything + politics sounds like a bad combination for mental health. Are the new meds at least helping, or too early to tell?
Shiiiit. So sorry to hear. How're their symptoms?monkey: feels better
also monkey, immediately after: finds out parents have covid
you know, fuck this day, i want a redo.
Also, I'm starstruck by you. It's official. lolVA seems overeager but he's just starstruck by his boat partner and is trying to impress her.
hahaha this just makes me laugh, it's so sillyAlso, I'm starstruck by you. It's official. lol
^I put that in main game on accident.
Sorry to hear, and I hope they make it out all right, especially for your kid's sake. My brother-in-law is a cop, and overtime has turned into a Trumper thanks to his cop buddies. He was convinced that when Trump won this year that it would be revealed COVID has all been a hoax.My parents... it's hard to say. My mom has a passing relationship with the truth, so I just really don't know. (She's also a crazy Trumper, so... that's been an ongoing issue.) My kids are understandably upset. My stepdad has probably infected half of Little Rock, knowing him. I told them weeks ago to get tested. They ignored me. So mostly right now, for my kids, I just have to hope this doesn't wipe out my whole side of the family, you know? just small things :/
Makes mafia seem easier in comparison, I guess. I'll go see if I can get into a headspace to get caught up. I'm just going to ignore posts about us, I think, and focus on other things.
This post makes me feel even better about Fanto. I get good townie vibes here.I didn't like that a full claim, no matter how unrealistic, came out, with a red check on someone else, claiming flavor that apparently wasn't theirs, and then took it all back and got to sit around acting high and mighty like they were Confirmed Town now for some reason. It was a trash claim that had all sorts of bait in it, and I do not like the arrogance displayed afterwards, it all reeked, it's hard for me to not think there were bad intentions there.
I've liked a lot of Bear's posts so far, so it's just a gut read on him mostly. I don't actually think I've ever played with Bear before though? I think I spectated a game he was in, but I don't actually know if I've ever played with him.
As for Genoforce/MrChugg, they are independent reads of each other. I know they've had interactions with each other, which if I recall correctly it was Geno being antagonistic towards Chugg, but I'm moreso just noting that these are both suspicious karts to me, not that I think they are in cahoots yet necessarily.
re: your brother: I'm not surprised to hear it. the stuff my mom spouts... it's delusional. :/Sorry to hear, and I hope they make it out all right, especially for your kid's sake. My brother-in-law is a cop, and overtime has turned into a Trumper thanks to his cop buddies. He was convinced that when Trump won this year that it would be revealed COVID has all been a hoax.
Also, nosey time: what do you teach?!
wanted to respond to this separately. That's rough. I am so sorry. I am really worried that we're going to see a huge uptick of holiday suicides because people are having such a hard time. I hope you're okay. Dealing with that is so hard and it must have worn you out. But you are so good to have listened and helped.Jiminy, what a day....I had to call local police to do a wellness check on an agent of mine who spent 40 minutes on the phone with me talking about taking their own life. This has been a shitshow of a week for sure.
lmao....I'm waiting for Vincent Alexander to reappear since he is our Shooting Faddy expert lol.
IT'S TRUE THOlmao....
I was reading that thinking, "Hold up. If Vincent did that, people would be jumping the hell down my throat right now." So, I'm kind of twiddling my thumbs waiting for people to jump on Faddy. I would myself, but since you're already digging into Faddy, I don't want it to be too much....unless the room leaves it along, then I am jumping on.So Faddy tries to out a possible innocent child and that... makes him town somehow?
how?
Sounds good. I'm just sitting here doing random crap, refreshing to see what the room makes of this. This feels like Zeke putting a lot of words into Faddy's mouth, then Faddy going, "Yup, totes."I really am gonna go play video games for a while but I'll check in here periodically
Also, I'm jealous. My dream job when I'm older is to teach writing at the college level. I'll finally finish paying off my student debt in 2021, then I'm looking at going back to school to get a master's degree.I teach professional writing, digital writing, and digital culture. I have a class on games in the spring semester and I am HYPED.
Oh you should! Teaching is challenging and underpaid but my students are a real joy.Also, I'm jealous. My dream job when I'm older is to teach writing at the college level. I'll finally finish paying off my student debt in 2021, then I'm looking at going back to school to get a master's degree.
p sure if ATP was scum doing that, Launch wouldn't have started off doing the opposite. I mean, it's a cheese read but it feels legit. Launch would already know the strategy.I am already ready to read scum chat and see what they're doing D1 because there is no way scum is getting this frustrated and out-of-whack this early, right? Something is bizarre about the whole game, and I can't put my finger on it. Mr. Hedin going after ATP for defending you shows they still can't let you go. Is Town really this damn stubborn, or is this scum frustrated as hell? I dunno. There's no way they're this damn blatant about it, but I am flabbergasted by it. If they can't attack you, they'll attack people defending you.
GIVE IT A REST SHEEPLE (or scum)
lol. I like them all. It's actually a little weird to read Vincent because I've written since I was in 5th grade, and there's always one character in my stories with a placeholder name of "Vincent" until I come up with a real one. Whenever I read the name, my mind drifts off to a story of mine.TOTALLY off topic but is it weird to you we call you VA and not Vincent? Of course now you're Dr. Alexander lol.
Ha, that's really great actually. I guess it's a good thing we started calling you VA.lol. I like them all. It's actually a little weird to read Vincent because I've written since I was in 5th grade, and there's always one character in my stories with a placeholder name of "Vincent" until I come up with a real one. Whenever I read the name, my mind drifts off to a story of mine.
Did you realize it wasn't quite your passion, or did something else involved with writing simply catch your eye more?Ha, that's really great actually. I guess it's a good thing we started calling you VA.
Funny, 5th grade is around when I started writing stories, too. My masters is in fiction writing but I've kinda accepted that just isn't my path.